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TMI: Whiplash and PMS

Woah, woah, woah, WOAH!!! Woah.

So, right away, too much info, I got my period early last night (was due next week). A lot of the time, there's a prelude of me being really fucking bitchy to Charles. Instead, we got along well.

Til this morning. I woke up, and 500 million things he did irritated the everloving fuck out of me. He shut off my alarm, he shut off the air conditioner (after a long discussion on why it needs to stay on at night), he did all these tiny things that just make no fucking sense. He didn't respond to texts (I could see he was typing, stopped, typing, stopped, typing, typing, typing, and decided not to hit send). He tried calling me several times while I'm at work, despite me telling him to stop. What. The. Fuck.

Usually my PMS is one, maybe two of the following: sore boobs for two weeks, cranky as fuck, nesting/cleaning fits, horny, weepy as fuck, junk food binge, or painful ovulation. I've heard most people have cramps before their period (is this true?) but mine come right when it starts, and lasts either several hours very, very severely, or the entire time at moderate annoyance.

Painful ovulation happens every other month (not this month). I had sore boobs for a week, cleaned the crap out of the apartment, "took care of myself", cried over one of Brian's mood swings, and have devoured pizza, ice cream, cookies, donuts, a garbage plate, a bacon cheeseburger with fries, beef jerky, and chocolate within a few days. And today, is bitchy-beyond-all-reason (which has never happened during, always before, so this is weird).

I have learned that I do my most severe binging whenever I'm really angry at Charles (the donuts, jerky, and chocolates were my breakfast this morning).

Another good reason to smoke is that it helps with the endometriosis. I ordered my favourite cloves from Indonesia, because they're illegal to sell here (and now in Canada). I got the major run-around from the post office this week. It went to three different facilities in Rochester, before shipping off to Utica for no reason, and then back here. Tried to cut it off at the post office, but just missed them. I got a confirmation email that they've been delivered. Wish I could go get them now. Just my luck, they'll be stolen when I get home.

I didn't have a proper ending to this post. I'm just being pissy.

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thistle_chaser
Aug. 10th, 2015 06:07 pm (UTC)
I've heard most people have cramps before their period (is this true?) but mine come right when it starts, and lasts either several hours very, very severely, or the entire time at moderate annoyance.

Not for me. I get them the worst right when it starts. Just before it starts (24 hours-ish), my legs ache like crazy and get tired super easy.

Hope you feel better soon!
diello
Aug. 11th, 2015 03:28 pm (UTC)
I never thought to pay attention to my tiredness in relation to my period. I'll bet my exhausted days are like yours too, now that I think about it.
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